Chapter 6

I didn’t want to wake up. This HAD to be a lucid dream! I could not believe everything was falling into place so perfectly for me. Then again, as I smelled the gravy from the turkey I was cooking, the butter from the creamy mashed potatoes, the crispy bacon in the collared greens, and the sweet warm sugar from the cranberry sauce, I convinced myself that this Christmas dinner was real. I told Benji, now my official underage boyfriend (fuck yeah!), to wait for his Daddy to finish dinner. No sexy distractions… except me cooking in nothing but my underwear and apron. My little boy would sometimes be watching me from the living room, in between his coloring and reading breaks. After the turkey began cooling, I put on my cinnamon pumpkin pie in the oven, so that Benji could see my fat ass wiggling, sneakily lowering my undies, making sure he would notice my big brown balls and taint. My tail wagging fast.
All my naughty thoughts became romantic thoughts when we went upstairs, and I helped him dress up for our Christmas dinner. His mom graciously packed him his best clothes: A little blue-buttoned shirt and some black formal pants and shoes. As elegant as he was, I wouldn’t let him be the most handsome guy in the house! I walked to my room and put on my best suit, one I reserved for those romantic dinners that I could only dream about. It was a dark purple suit, a black shirt underneath, a little purple bowtie, and brown shoes. Underneath it all I wore my bright red jockstrap. I put on my best cologne imported from France. Just two sprays: one for my neck and one for my crotch. It would enhance my masculine scent. When I came out of my room, my kitten was waiting for me on top of the stairs. I felt like a groom walking down the stairs with my child bride. I got hard thinking about the altar, when he noticed and poked my cock with his little finger. We laughed like two boys who were disobeying adults. I picked him up in retaliation, kissed his tiny lips, and carried him to our dinner table.
I had put on two long white candles, some Christmas classical music on the stereo, and dimmed the lights. We sat down next to each other and ate almost in silence. I kept holding his paw, and he held back mine. I began feeding him some of the best parts of my turkey, and he graciously opened his little mouth. Such an obedient little boy! He also tried to feed me, although most of the time the food fell back on my plate and on my thigh. We giggled and I always leaned down to kiss his lips. I teased him saying how tasty his food was, as I licked my lips after every kiss. He complained about how it was the same food. I tickled him. He tickled me back. We just laughed. I sometimes rubbed his leg, and he rubbed mine. We both knew what we wanted, but he had no idea what would come next.
During dessert, we fed each other warm pumpkin pie with whipped cream. I played with him putting a dash of cream on his tiny pink nose, and my long bear tongue licked it up. I think he began to be addicted to my lips, because he kept puckering his own, knowing I would not resist kissing him. I never refused.
“I love you, kitten,” I told him when we finished our pies.
“I love you, Reuben,” he said, holding my paw.
“Do you like how Daddy smells?” I said, feeling proud.
“Uh-huh!” He said. “You smell like the forest!”
“Well… you smell like my boyfriend.”
“I AM your boyfriend!”
“Good boy!” I said as I kissed his tiny lips again.
*  *  *
We cleaned the table and put the food away.
It was time.
“Benji, there’s something I want to talk to you about,” I said, as we sat on the couch. The TV was off. We only looked at each other. The Christmas tree glistened. The only light I wanted.
“Yeah?”
“Well…” I started fidgeting with my thick fingers. “I— I want you to live with me.”
“Really?” He said as he climbed up on the couch, looking intensely at me.
“Yeah! I want you to tell your mommy that you want to live with me.” I was blushing hard. “I think she will let me take care of you, sweetheart.”
“Tell Mom?” He tilted his head a little. Maybe he was worried. I had to think fast.
“Well… you see…” I fidgeted more, pretending I was a little boy too. “I want to do something with you. But we can’t do it unless you promise to live with me… and mommy can’t know anything we do!”
“Like a secret?”
“Yeah! You can’t tell mommy we’re boyfriends,” I said looking intensely back at him. My brown eyes full of sincere hope. “Everything we do alone MUST stay secret, or your mommy won’t let you see me again.”
“But I want to see you forever!” He yelled, holding my arm.
“Me too, my love! Me too!” I held his paws. Making him feel like he was in charge. “You must make a Bear Promise with me.”
“A Bear Promise?” He asked in amazement. His blue eyes opening wide.
“It’s a promise you can never break.”
“I remember!” He was so excited to be given the chance to make a Bear Promise with me. Yes, kitten… keep going for Daddy. “So… if I promise to ask mom that I live with you…”
“And NEVER tell her what we do…” I added.
“We can be together forever?” His eyes sparkled. He truly wanted this.
“That’s right,” I said, looking at his lovely blue eyes.
The Christmas tree twinkled. My pants tightened. I was sure I had done it right. I had secured our relationship. I was his Daddy. He would never want to be apart from me. He would be taught everything about loving other men. I would share his little butt with them, but only with men who promised to love him back. He would be mine first!
“Ok, Reuben,” he said after a while, smiling. “Bear promise!”
I smiled warmly back and held him to me. I did it. I had won against society, against loneliness. I had won against that puritan belief that what I was doing was wrong. No. I had finally won. A deep lust filled my body. I started growling, like an ogre ready to eat his little meal, like a gorilla ready to show power over someone small, like a walrus who didn’t care about age, or maybe even preferred them young… I had become a proud predator, and my little prey was in my arms, thrown himself at me for my own benefit. I had become his everything.
“It’s time I show you how men love each other,” I said in a deep voice, my claws almost scratching his skin under his fur. The horniest grizzly bear had woken up in me.
*  *  *
I carried him like a newlywed bride between my arms, to my room… no, OUR room! Our king-size bed was ready, I had a big bottle of lube on the bedside table and some sexy jazz music on my bluetooth speaker. I had other toys in my bedside table, but I would not use them yet. His first time would be with my own dick.
“We’re going to sleep together again?” Benji asked, holding onto my thick neck.
“More than that, kitten,” I said, gently placing him on the deep red quilt. “This is your Christmas gift from me.”
“What about your present from Santa?” He said, realizing I had left the small package under our tree.
“I think…” I began to say in a low voice. “I want to unwrap my baby boy first.”
He giggled. I lied down next to him and started undressing him. Helping him putting on clothes was fun, but this was even better. I could hear the soft saxophone coaxing me to untuck my little 6-year old’s shirt. His body was so small and beautiful. I kept rubbing his little tummy. I unbuttoned his shirt slowly, caressing his figure as much as I could, savoring him in tactile ecstasy. I pressed my paw pads on his stomach, making him wince a little, but I knew him. I knew which parts of his body were the most sensitive. I tickled his stomach and waist. His tail swiveling. Mine, wagging like crazy. I finally took his shirt off, lifted him up to my eye-level, and started kissing his chest, pressing my big black bear nose on him, sniffing him deeply.
He giggled softly and purred. He arched his body back, truly enjoying the touch of a fat older man. Oh, how I wish I could have done this when I was his age! But now I could fulfill my very own fantasy here, with my tiny kitten lover. I started using my long tongue, licking him all over, making rounds as my warm saliva lightly coated his chest and stomach. I loved his taste so much! I found his tiny nipples and suckled on one a little bit. He gasped loudly.
“Oh!”
“You okay, my love?” I asked, stopping immediately, placing him down gently on the bed.
“Y— Yeah…” he said, breathing a bit hard.
“Your body is going to make you feel a lot of things tonight. These new feelings are okay… you just gotta let Daddy take care of you, my love. Okay?” I pressed his little paws. I had more hunger in my eyes than I ever had before.
“O—Okay,” he said, his eyes half-open. I grinned like a proud horny father.
“Good boy!” I said and gave him a little peck on his lips. He kissed me back softly, using tongue. He was truly becoming a kissing expert.
Phase One of our session had begun. I simply doted on him. I kissed him all over his upper body: his neck, his head, his cute pink kitten beans. I even held and pressed his paw pads, making his claws come out. I gave him lustful looks, biting my lips and growling. He sometimes closed his eyes, giggled, and then I heard it: He began to moan.
“That’s it, baby,” I said as I started licking his neck a bit more. “Let it all out with Daddy.”
His moaning was so hypnotic! But I had to control myself… not yet, Reuben. Not yet, you big perverted bear! My pants were so tight, and I noticed they were leaking: the tip of my tent dripping one or two cum drops, still transparent, through my dark purple dress pants. Maybe I could go further now…
As I kissed his chest, my paws went sneakily to his small dress pants, and I began to press my thumb against his little crotch. I could feel his tiny hard-on, and his young balls dancing through his pants. I moved my fingers up and down… up and down his thighs… Yes… you like this, don’t you? You horny little kitten boy… I tugged on his pants, desperately wanting to rip them off, but instead I found his zipper and slowly pulled down on the slider, exposing his blue undies. I gently lifted his legs and took off those useless pants, throwing them away from us. His tiny blue undies had their own little tent. His body KNEW what I was doing, even if his mind was still innocent. I slowly rubbed his thighs, and played with his legs, sometimes ticking his bulge, but I wanted him to ASK for it.
“Are you getting naked too?” He asked stretching his little arms above his head, little paws stretching, kneading the air, looking at me in longing.
I smiled at him, and stroked his little bulge with my big bear paw. His little tail was wrapped around his leg. It was the universal sign of cats who are in love!
“Of course, Benji… but first, I just want to admire your body.”
“Admire?” His ear flickered.
“It means that I love your cute little body,” I said squeezing his legs gently.
“I like your big body!” He said with a giant smile, rubbing my big belly with his tiny paws.
“Then…” I sat up and squeezed my moobs through my dress shirt. “Let me give you a little striptease.”
“What’s a trip-tease?”
I chuckled, and stroked his cheek. He purred deeply and nuzzled on my big paw. I leaned in on him, inches from his face, teasing him a kiss, then I grinned, showing my big wide bear teeth. I growled and whispered with a very low voice:
“Let Daddy show you, sweetheart.”
I turned the music volume up, the jazz music filling the room, climbed down to the carpet floor, and stood in front of my little boy. I began swiveling my body, moving my butt with the music, and I began to unbutton my shirt. I soon exposed my male breasts to my young lover, pulling on my shirt like Superman. I started moving my hips, rubbing my moobs as I growled at my kitten. I finally let my shirt slide down my arms and fall down on the floor. I rubbed my exposed round bear belly in front of him. All of me is yours, Benji. My little prince… Look at how my belly wiggles… Yeah… you like that, don’t you? Big papa bear showing off? Follow my paws with your eyes, kid… My curves belong to you, baby boy. I turned around and squeezed my butt. I had to take my pants off now. I did so slowly, showing him a little surprise: my tight red jockstrap.
“What happened to your underwear?” He asked when he saw my exposed butt.
“This is a jockstrap, baby,” I said, turning around, showing a giant red bulge. “It’s a special underwear men use when they are in love.”
“I like it!” He said excitedly.
“I will make you one just for you, sweetie.” I said moving much closer to his face. “Now… be a good boy and smell your Daddy,” I said pressing my bulge against his tiny nose.
He took a deep breath. I made sure to avoid cleaning my crotch too much during our bath, and I made sure I would sweat during dinner. I could already smell my own male pheromones, mixed with perfume, dry semen, and sweat, but now it was his turn to smell me. He pressed his nose against my jockstrap, nuzzling my balls and cock together. I was already hard, but this was just too much for me. I humped his little face.
“Such a good boy,” I cooed. “Papa has a big present for you… if you could just help me…”
“Is it your cock?” He asked as he wrapped his paw around the red fabric that covered my thick manhood.
Something in me was breaking apart. I couldn’t stop it anymore. No more waiting! I pulled down on my jockstrap and exposed myself. My balls dangled and my cock leaked precum like an open faucet.
“Give it a kiss,” I ordered.
He kissed the tip, smearing his lips with my pre. I picked my balls and placed them on his face, covering his eyes, growling deeply. You belong to me, boy.
“They’re so warm,” he said and kissed my balls. Goddamn, I was in Heaven!
“You will smell like Daddy… Mommy will never take you away from me.” I finally pulled on his undies and exposed his own little cock and balls. I quickly took off my jockstrap and we were finally naked, ready for action. It was time to start Phase Two:
I kneeled in front of him, my big body looming over his tiny frame. He was just so small, innocent, beautiful… I wanted to overpower him with all my passion. I was ready. I leaned forward and started pressing my 9-inch cock on his 6-year old cock and balls. I let my pre flow freely, drenching him as we frotted together. I felt him moan more, and move with my rhythm. That’s right, kitten… Hump your Daddy bear… Look what you do to me, you little pervert! HNG! Yeah… feel my adult cock rub all over you? I’m going to fuck all your innocence away… and make you wish for cock 24/7… watch me!
After 5 minutes of slow frotting, I went down on him and started rimming his little butt. At first he winced and complained a little. Perhaps it was too much for him? But no… I HAD to make him MINE! I reassured him, held his paw, and kept licking. Fuck, his virgin ass tasted like sweet vanilla.
“Daddy is making sure you’re ready, my love… you’re gonna feel something wonderful soon… I promise.” I made out with his ass, drooling all over him, a little puddle of spit forming under him, drenching my quilt. His taste was absolutely hypnotizing.
I grabbed some lube, pouring some on my paw, and started fingering his ass slowly, steadily. He winced more, but he was such a brave little boy! I stroked my cock while my claw started fucking him. Slowly. In and out. Once my fat finger began entering, he meowed loudly, his paws clawing and holding onto the bed.
“It’s okay, baby… be strong for Daddy… you’re doing SO good,” I said with each push of my finger. He meowed loudly in rhythm with my fingering. His tiny virgin ass was opening up for me. I could see his little cock twitching. My manly smell had overpowered my nostrils. All of this was me… and this kitten will become mine…
Phase Three:
I lifted his legs roughly, resting them on my chest, as far as they could go. My cock frotted against his little balls and cock. He was completely drenched in my pre, up to his little chest. He was breathing hard, I knew right then his sexual awakening had begun. I had gone beyond the veil. There was no turning back. We both wanted this. It was clear. Fuck the haters. This boy is mine!
“We’re going to fuck now, baby… it will hurt a lot at first… but remember,” I said as I held his paw with my big one, breathing hard, ready. “I am right here with you… this is how Daddies show their love to little boys.”
“O—Okay, Daddy…” he said almost out of breath. You better save it, kiddo, ‘cuz this was just the beginning.
“Do you trust me?” I growled, ready to pound his tight ass.
“Yes, Daddy…”
I started pressing my cock against his cub hole.
Nothing could have ever prepared me for this moment! My pink glans was pressing around his little sphincter, yearning for an opening. He winced a bit, but he grabbed my arm as I pushed more. My lubed-up cock was pressing hard on him, making his whole body move, but not yet entering. His little dick kept dancing up and down with every thrust. My big body was overpowering him. I held his little waist and humped harder. He moaned a bit too loud, and I reassured him with “Shh, shh, it’s okay…” But in the back of my mind, I loved hearing his struggle. I had absolute control over this little boy. I felt powerful, sexy, and so fucking horny! Few men could ever know the feeling of a tight little ass. Of a little baby boy you could mold in whatever kinks you wanted. I would groom him all his life… As I thought of that, I felt it: My cock had finally entered his young virgin ass.
His first scream was muffled. The music was loud, so no one would ever hear him. Be brave for me, Benji. My paws held him in place as I began.
I fucked him slowly, in rhythmic humping. My glans was entering more and more, and after a few minutes I could feel his sphincter tightly squeeze my shaft. Fuck! I had never felt an ass so tight before! All the other men were so open and boring, I could never cum inside them. This boy was different. I humped him, growled at him, and I thrusted my whole body on him. My big fat brown Grizzly bear body moving the whole bed, and him and his insides with it. My butt clenched tightly with each thrust. My fat stomach pressing against him, my whole weight crushing him. I heard him moan loud whenever I pressed deeper. You can take me all, kitten! Fell my overwhelming power! You can do nothing but surrender to my cock! Say goodbye to your fucking childhood! FUCK YES! You’re gonna make all my kinks come true. No more clothes on the house. All pee breaks will be ONLY with Daddy. Leather-play and jockstraps, some pink-laced lingerie for little boys. I’ll be sure to give you cum in your school lunchbox, mixed-in with juice or milk. I’ll make you beg for my spit in your mouth. We’re gonna watch so much gay porn, kitten, cubs included! I’ll make sure you get not just the fat man experience… maybe someone muscular too? Would you like that, kitten? A perverted family of horny men? Maybe we could be a harem of men and cubs. I could learn how to lactate, and breastfeed you every single day for the rest of your life!
I increased the speed. I kept fucking my little boy. We were making squelching sounds now. I stared at him in a haze of my masculine musk, sweat everywhere… I looked at his little crotch, his tiny hard cock, his whole body moving with my humping, by big balls slapping his little butt cheeks. Benji, I love you with all my heart! I’m going to adopt you. My whole cock finally entered, filling his insides, pulling it out and thrusting it back. And then, I thought in the ecstasy of our love-making, when you turn 18, I’m going to marry you!
With one final movement, the jazz music at full volume, my baby kitten growled and meowed almost screaming, arching his little gray body back. My thick cock had found his little prostate. This was his first dry orgasm. My 6-year old had finally broken. I showed my teeth, feeling deep hunger, drooling, and arched my own back, tightening my butt, my balls contracting, and my loud bear roar filled the room, making the whole bedroom shake…
I broke.
Voilá, la petite mort !
I came inside him. I moaned loudly, crushing him with my weight, and felt my cock shoot thick warm bear semen inside my baby boy. I pushed my cock inside him, hoping for my cum to fill him. Gasping so hard I could barely breathe. Streams of cum kept filling his insides, warming us both. I held his tiny waist, looking at his little body. His tail had twisted around my arm. He was exhausted, breathing hard. And, in a moment of true romance, I lifted him up to me, my cock still inside him, spewing my lasts shots, and hugged him tightly.
“Benji… you did… amazing…” I nuzzled the top of his head as he rested his little head on my chest. I rubbed his back, and we stayed like that for hours. Holding each other. Loving each other fully. My little baby boy… the post-nut clarity never brought guilt or shame to me, only true love. Love between a man and a boy, a bear and a kitten, together on Christmas night. My thick cock still inside him, never wanting to take it out.
The romantic jazz playlist ended, and it changed on its own to classical Christmas music. I felt Benji purring. He had experienced a dry orgasm for the first time in his life. The first of many to come! He was smiling while dozing off. The bluetooth was playing an instrumental piano version of “O Holy Night.” It truly was a holy night for me. For us. I had found the boy of my dreams, and I would never let him go.
Without pulling my cock from his ass, like a warm plug full of love, I carried him and made us lie down on our bed, covering us in our deep red quilt for warmth. The Christmas music kept playing. I held onto my kitten. My cock would stay inside him all night, warming his heart and mine. Everything I felt was true in that moment. I forgot every sadness of the past, worry for the future, and anxieties of the present. I held on to my own little present, falling asleep to the sound of the piano, rubbing my paws all over my beloved gray kitten, with blue eyes the color of Heaven. I closed my own brown eyes, smiling, thanking whatever deity had blessed me with my very own miracle Christmas.

EPILOGUE

I woke up at daybreak, with sun shining through my window. The sky was blue. The snowfall was over, and I was inside Benji. I slowly took my cock out of him, coated in cum, as his ass squelched and I noticed my baby kitten whimpering. Cute little guy misses my cock now, I guess. I chuckled. I walked by instinct to the bathroom, and then stopped myself. No. I would not shower. I would make us smell like sex all day. His mom would not return for at least three or four more days. I went downstairs naked, proudly making my fat body move, scratching in all the right places.
I went to the kitchen. I had left some lights on last night. I turned them off, and walked to the living room. There it was, under my Christmas tree: My gift from “Santa.” I smiled a little and sat cross-legged on the carpet floor, my big balls and cock resting on the floor.
The gift was a little box wrapped in silver, with a little blue bow. I smiled, thinking about Benji’s fur and eye color. What a coincidence, I thought. I untied the bow and opened the box. Inside, was a big black bottle of capsules with LACT-O-SER written in gold letters. Under the bottle there was a little note. It was Samantha’s handwriting:

Reuben, (Don’t read this with Benji watching!!)
A little birdie told me while you were drunk (it was you, actually!) that you would just LOVE to lactate and “feed” other men. Well… don’t tell anyone, but I found this special vitamin mix in a website for gay men. It promises to work after just two days. You can look at the videos on their website. Just follow the instructions and enjoy!
I hope you find someone who loves you as much as you are capable of loving. You deserve it, big guy!
Your friend, now and always,
Samantha

I laughed out so hard, holding my belly, blessing my luck, and I heard Benji ask my name out loud and run down the stairs. I’m pretty sure he had grown a desperate need of me. I smiled and stood up. I hid Samantha’s note inside a Christmas tree ornament. Benji stood on the threshold, my brave little boy, staring at my naked butt as I turned and stared at his own naked and soft figure. His tail was swiveling. I knelt right there, opening my arms. He jumped in my embrace and we held each other tight.
“I thought you disappeared!” He said, purring, squeezing his little paws around my love handles. He wouldn’t stop rubbing me.
“I’m never leaving you, kitten,” I said, stroking his back and cupping his butt. I kissed his head, and then he moved and puckered his lips. I smirked. I kissed him softly and made out with him for a whole minute, tasting him, pushing my long bear tongue deep inside his young throat. Rubbing inside his neck. My cock got hard again.
“Bear Promise?” He asked me panting as we broke the kiss.
“Bear Promise,” I said, holding his little paw.
“I need to pee,” he said. He was just about to leave my side, when I held his arm firmly with my paw.
“From now on, we take pee breaks together,” I told him. “I’ll help you hold your little cock. And you can hold mine too. Okay?”
Benji smiled wide, and giggled a bit.
“Okay, Daddy!” He said.
“And also… no more clothes when you’re with Daddy,” I said winking, stroking his little balls, growling with lust. “But underwear is okay sometimes,” I winked.
“I like that!” He said and instinctively grabbed my big balls back with his tiny paw.
*  *  *
Two lovers walked upstairs. Two lovers peed together and played a little with drenched pee in each others’ bodies. Two lovers didn’t shower or wore clothes that day. Two lovers ate together, sucked each other’s cocks, and explored their bodies. He tasted my fat butt during our next bath. Benji had become my little horny shadow, always rubbing my groin and squeezing my ass. He wanted me to fuck him again that night. I started taking the LACT-O-SER, and I felt my chest swell up. I made sure my moobs looked masculine. Near the end of our Christmas break, I felt a drop of warm liquid come out from my chest.
“Feeding time, baby,” I said as I squeezed my moobs. Little white droplets trickling down my nipples.
“Yay!” He said and jumped on my naked lap. Our cocks frotting again.
He nursed on Daddy for hours. His lips glistened with milk and I fingered his butt while he rested on my fat belly. My cock leaked. Time did not matter. I had become eternally his. He had become eternally mine. In that moment of him drinking my paternal milk, grunting in unison, I felt like the luckiest bear to have ever lived.
“I love you, Benji,” I said before we kissed, savoring my sweet milk on his lips.
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